| Uninspired |
[Mar. 2nd, 2009|11:17 pm] |
| [ | Feeling... |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | The music in my mind... |
| | Disturbed - Indestructible | ] |
adj.
1. having no intellectual or emotional or spiritual excitement; "the production was professional, but uninspired"
2. deficient in originality or creativity; lacking powers of invention; "a sterile ideology lacking in originality"; "unimaginative development of a musical theme"; "uninspired writing" [syn: sterile] (Princeton University, 2006)
a.k.a. mediocrity
That's how I think of it. That's how it's gonna be. That's how I'm currently feeling.
I apologize in advance. I apologize for not being strong enough to stand by my standards and hold onto my integrity. I apologize for not having fought for better.
I'm actually pretty frustrated with this. Soon the frustration will transform into shame and self-disappointment. Eventually, self-loathing. Going through it in my head, I cringe and seem get that taste of semi-thrown-up stomach fluid in my mouth. Gah!
This is gonna suck.
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