| FORGET!? |
[Jul. 9th, 2008|03:52 am] |
| [ | Feeling... |
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Minda is a stupid, ignorant fool. She said, "Pag tumagal-tagal, makakalimutan nyo rin yan," as she took Grimace away.
At this moment, I can't ever see myself forgetting... EVER. I RAISED him. I watched him grow. How can I forget?
Roosters are crowing now... I can feel that lump in my throat and tears welling up again. I hear Grimace. He's crowing, too. Just yesterday he crowed along with all the roosters around. It's still fresh. But at the same time, I don't hear him anymore. And it makes me so sad because I'm expecting him. I want to hear him crowing... He has a distinct crow. Think heavy metal singer reaching for those notes, scraping his throat. I'd know Grimace's crow among all other roosters. It's the only crow that means something to me.
How can I forget?
I'm sure you're thinking, "It's only been a day, of course you won't forget yet." Well, the weight in my chest is still there. I'm still feeling its effects. So heavy... |
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